2012 coming to an end.
being sick and jellified always make my thoughts go crazy.
either it's year end holiday laziness starts kicking in, or just because of the meds. or just because i feel lonely (yes I am emo about it!)
don't know and can't be bothered, for now that is.
it has been an lovely year but i am not sure if it will end well.
when things goes on too smoothly, i worry, that it will be like sand, slipping off my fingers.
and there's nothing i can do about it.
another 2 weeks before i say goodbye to 2012 and hello 2013.