After spending one whole afternoon crying alone, I finally decided to stop crying. My eyes are red and swollen. I can't really imagine how I go to class today with that sickly look on my face.
I now feel better as I had a long talk with a friend of mine. Maybe I should just really stop bothering with all this petty matters, as long as I know what I am doing, right? But reality doesn't allow me to do, until the matter really settle, I don't think I will be at ease at all.
Ah... Life still have to move on right? I guess time to leave this matter alone for a while and continue with my work. Or else I'll never get them done in time.