sometimes i find myself in a bewilderment.
since when did he look so sad?
he was always so happy. so joyous (if that's the right word). so smiley face everyday.
but now, his shadow seem so sad.
when he turn his back, i see a lonely figure.
i dread looking at that.
i wonder if i should see him that often.
i feel sad. for him.
but i couldn't make him happier.
i am not the one.
i wish i am. but no. i am not.
sorry pa. i can't do much for you.