i think i need to find a balance between life and work.
more often that not, i feel unhappy about work.
it isn't because work isn't treating me well, it's because i am being stubborn and can't let go.
certain things i don't really need to get mad or angry, it's such a small matter but i made it BIG.
so big i got angry and really feel like running away.
and if i did, maybe... i'll regret it.
i hate letting work ruling my emotions and then taking it out on the 1 person. not fair to him. but i got so much anger and bitterness that i just don't know what to do.
retail therapy doesn't help anymore. i'd be happy in a while, and then, i'd be in depression again when i talk about work and other things.
i need a REAL solution. instead of hiding and running.
all i really want is... to be happy.