super pissed at the moment. even oppa's voice can't cheer me up nor cool me down. in fact news about him sick and needing surgery is making things even worse. UGH.
in an effing mad rage right now. so damn biased. so damn unfair to me.
pissed at myself for being an idiot.
pissed at myself for not doing better.
pissed at myself for allowing this to happen.
no more. enough. no more.
no more of this crap. i deserve something better.
i don't want to cool down!